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I see all thing in this world as natural.. and totally believe we are the one who make it be positive, negative, interestng, boring, enjoyable or anything...

Tuesday, October 30, 2012


We are colorful && wonderful 

We try to be a rainbow in every cloud.

We sustain ourself with the love of family..

Happiness only real when shared 

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.  Because I miss them. Because I need them. Because I love them 

Monday, October 22, 2012

I love you, so why don't you??

One thousand American's stop smoking everyday - by dying.

Personally, if I were trying to discourage people from smoking, my sign would be a little different. In 

fact, I might even go too far in the opposite direction. My sign would say something like, "Smoke if you 

wish". My mouth said so but not my mind.. Sigh *Smoking has extremely negative effects. smoking 

affects not only you but also people around you syg..I love you my dear. Please quit smoking.. I want you 

to stay alive. With me.   Forever 

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Call me maybe? HAHA

Today I am in control because I want to be. I have my fingers on the switch, but have lived a lifetime ignoring the control I have over my own world. Today is different. 

One plus one equals both ♥

He cried. He said, he was afraid of losing me. So am I.. I see a man who is very perky and cheerful from the outside, but apparently his life is also grieving. Well, in this life we ​​never escape the problem. Our life is like a wheel.  Life is a tragedy,so confront it. . Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, ''It might have been". We should only be patient. * reminder to myself

Be encouraged, my dear. Allah loves you even in the midst of your pain. He loves you even when you don't love Him. He loves you when you feel utterly alone. He loves you with an everlasting love. Your suffering can take many things away form you, your health, your happiness, your prosperity, your popularity, your friends, your career, even your family. But there's one thing suffering can't take away: it can't take away the love of Allah. If u feel like there's the end of your life, say it loud, "Astagfirullah'alazim". He is on your way to help u dear. Your tears will worth you. Insha Allah..

When he tried to tell the story of his life, I feel happy. At least, he believed in me. He wants to share all the problem with me. Although I can not fix it, at least, the burden on his heart can be reduced in the slightest. At least he feels supported. Yeah, I'm always beside you. Be a loyal listener. Be someone you can trust on. and someone who will always loving you ..Insha Allah.. For you see, each day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

People said, when you want to choose a man, choose a man who truly loves her mom. That way will show you how he will love you after then. And I have met with " that man". Grateful to the Almighty. He is my man. I've been out with his mother, and I can feel the love of my own mother. when I am with them, I became myself. I was able to adapt to the situation as like we had met long ago. He is my romantic man. He has a lyrical soul. He can handle me and his mother as well as we were like a family.. The real one. Not like in my dream..

I love you without a reason and that is reason enough. Cause I know there is strength in the differences between us and I know there is comfort when we overlap. So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day.We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people in the planet. I mean, what does any one of life really mean? huh.. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things.. All of it, all of the time, everyday. I will notice it. Your life will not go un-noticed bcuz I will be your witness. Insha Allah. One day.. :)

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Promise myself

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity  to every person I meet. To make all my friends feel that there is something in them..To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true. To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature I meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of myself that I have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but great deeds. To live in faith that the whole world is on my side so long as  true to the best that is in me. 

Saturday, October 13, 2012

♛ My Day ♛

 It's my birthday yesterday && I were having so much fun with them.. 

Yeahh, that was me before being surprised.. I'm no beauty queen. I am just me. So, call me, maybe??HAHA..

&& ohmaiigatttt, where was the beautiful young lady just now? HAHA..

Meet my handsome guy : Charles Billy.. One of the most closes friend I have here..Thank u for the idea of surprising me && thank u for the dinner last night.. 

 Here we go with my insane friend. Shafik.."Kawan bergaduh".. HAHA..

 Kelly was the connector. She was the busiest person to handle the day. My prettiest friend of mine in DIS. Bebeh of our class.. Thank u syg.. XoXo :)

Wawa && Mamah. We shared the same birthday.. Happy   Birthday Wawa :)

I had fun with them yesterday. My day was ohsemmm with my ohsemmmss people 

around me. Even though my family wasn't here to celebrate my day, but I am thankful to

 Almighty cause gve me such a wonderful friends. They are my second family... Thank u 

for those who being behind the scene to succeed the small party.. If I could 

have anything for my birthday I'd ask to have all of u in my life for another year, that a 

year from now I may wish the same.. You guys are ohsemmmm... I love you all   

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Happy Birthday to Mama & Bapa

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, hve chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm & tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, dat is a friend who cares && my true bestfriends are both of my mama & bapa. They knew my silent tears. The greatest love of all.. Tq for raising us.. Tq  for the unconditional love.. Tq for everything.. Everyday, I pray for the Almighty, I wish, mama & bapa will always be blesses by Him till Jannah. Amin :)