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I see all thing in this world as natural.. and totally believe we are the one who make it be positive, negative, interestng, boring, enjoyable or anything...

Tuesday, February 24, 2015


Syukur Alhamdulillah.. After "6 months", I'm coming home.. I miss my hometown, I miss my bed, my lovely families, especially my mom..Orang yg lahirkan aku.. Ya Allah,berdosanyaa aku.. Setinggi mana dosaku yg satu ini Ya Allah. Sanggup menjatuhkan air mata seorang ibu.. Astagfirullahalazim... Ampunkan aku. Berikan aku kesempatan untuk memperbaiki semuanya kembali. Panjangkan umurnya utk a
ku kembalikan lagi keceriaan d wajahnyaa. Sesungguhnya kepahitan itu, aku lah penyebabnya.. Still, I want to say..Alhamdulillah ya Allah sebab beri aku petunjuk hidayahMu utk kembali ke jalan yg benar sebelum semuanya terlambat..  Katanya.."rindu..mama rindu", sambil peluk diriku.. Seperti tidak ingin sahaja ku lepaskan pelukan itu.. Ya Allah, terima kasih utk ini && I couldn't ask for me.. She is my everything..My only one & forever...

Sunday, February 15, 2015


“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.” 

Monday, February 2, 2015

Late New Year Wish

It's already the second month of 2015,  but still.. I want to wish all of my family and friends, Happy New Year & a Happy Chinese New Year to my Chinese friends.. May each day of the New Year bring happiness, good cheer && sweet surprises…2014 really gave scars to me.. the year filled with hatred.. Sometimes, I felt that the world drowned me too far till I can't even handle the small problem of mine. So,  I wish this year has lesser disasters, lesser hate, lesser accidents and loads of love. && to my sweetheart, lets continue laugh in the mean of sorrowful. Let’s resolve to appreciate the love we share and watch it grow deeper.. Inshaa Allah.. 

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

my 100 truth

1. Last beverage( Coffee)
2. Last phone call - ( My love)
3. Last text message - (Sudir : boy friend)
4. Last song you listened to - ( Lara by Samsons)
5. Last time you cried -(Last night )
6. Dated someone twice -( Yes)
7. Been cheated on - (Yes)
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - ( No)
9. Lost someone special - (Yes)
10. Been depressed - (Yes)
11. Been drunk and threw up -( No)
15. Made a new friend - (Yes)
16. Fallen out of love - ( YES! )
17. Laughed until you cried - (Yes)
18. Met someone who changed you - (Yes. )
19. Found out who your true friends were - (Yes)
20. Found out someone was talking about you - (Yes)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - ( Sally kali haha)
22. Do you in love now?? - (A big YES)
23. How many kids do you want - ( 4..2 boys n 2 girls)
24. Do you have any pets - ( No since I have asthma)
25. Do you want to change your name - (No)
26. What did you do for your sweet seventeen birthday - ( at hostel..given suprised by my 'sygness'. They threw flour n water on me..hehe:) )
27. What time did you wake up today - ( 11.02 am..)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - ( Downloaded songs, watched movies)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - (There is something. Waiting for miracles to come)
30. Last time you saw your Mother - (Just now)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - (Be a good & rsponsible daughter to her parents)
32. What are you listening to right now - ( Listening to music)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - (My love)
35. Most visited webpage - (facebook & instagram)
36. Whats your real name - ( Irmah Binti Anwar)
37. Nicknames - ( Mamah )
38. Relationship Status - (In love with Mohd Ghazalih)
39. Zodiac sign - ( LIBRA)
40. Male or female - (Female)
41. Primary School - ( Sek. Pekan Kunak)
42. Secondary School - (SMK Kunak & SMK Kunak Jaya)
43. High school/college - (UiTM KK)
44. Hair colour - ( Black)
45. Long or short - ( short)
46. Height - ( Unusually not tall..Hehe..155cm )
47. Do you have a crush on someone - (nope!)
48: What do you like about yourself - ( -crazy-Love food-fun-loving and romantic :) )
49. Piercings - (Yes)
50. Tattoos - (Nope)
51. Received presents - (Yes)
52. First surgery - (Never)
53. First piercing - ( Forgot)
54. First tattoo - (Never had one)
55. First sport you joined - (Netball)
56. First vacation- ( Indonesia )
58. First boyfriend/girlfriend - ( Can't remember. Means, I had lots. HAHA )
59. Eating -(Nope)
60. Drinking - (No)
61. I'm about to - (eat)
62. Listening to - ( musics)
63. Waiting for - ( nothing )
64. Want kids - (Yes)
65. Get Married - (Yes)
66. Career - ( Lecturer )
67. Lips or eyes - (Eyes)
68. Hugs or kisses - ( Hugs)
69. Shorter or taller - ( Tall)
70. Older or Younger - (Older)
71. Romantic or spontaneous - (Spontaneous )
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - (Stomach)
73. Sensitive or loud - (Loud)
74. Hook-up or relationship - (Relationships)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - (Troublemaker)
76. Kissed a stranger - ( No)
77. Drank hard liquor - (No)
78. Lost glasses/contacts - (Yes)
79. Sex on first date - (No)
80. Broken someone's heart - (Yes)
82. Been arrested - (Nope)
83. Turned someone down - (Yes)
84. Cried when someone died - ( Yes)
85. Fallen for a friend - (Yes)
86. Yourself - (Yes but there is sometimes, I lost my confidence at all)
87. Miracles - (Sure)
88. Love at first sight - (YES)
89. Heaven - (Yes)
90. Religion - (Yes)
91. Kiss on the first date - (No)
92. God - (Yes)
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - ( Yes)
95. Did you sing today - ( Yes)
96. Ever cheated on somebody - (Yes)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - ( Childhood )
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - (My birthday)
99. Afraid of falling in love - ( No)
100. Posting this as 100 truths - (Yes)

Wordless thursday

Sometimes I wake at night and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?" And a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Barakallah ya Ukhti

Alhamdulillah. Persahabatan hampir 16 tahun. Akhirnya sahabatku ini menjadi milik orang. Barakallah ya Faridah & suami. 

 Ya.. x ramai. Ini jak yg ada.. Memang laa betul cuti sem tapi budak2 monyet yg lain sibuk dgn pentauliahan la apa laa. HAHA.. Kidding :*

 Jangan tertipu.. Ini effect peng-cahayaan.. Flawless kan? HIHI...

Okeh. Yg ini lucu. Memang gerek sehhh,  kawin Faridah ni.  Pendek kan cerita kan, rumah Faridah kan sudah tebakar haritu time first ramadhan. So, nikah dekat masjid la. Pastuh, kami memang kena inform yang xda sanding, cuma nikah, pastu pegi makan dekat restoran wokehh. HAHA. Sampai jak d restoran, tekejut juga la tengok restoran tuh kena hias dengan pelaminan & meja santapan Raja Sehari. Daebakkk!!

Hehe nih dia pengantin baru kita.. Kecik kan husband dia? Kecik ka atau faridah yg tinggi? Hurmmm..

Memang Faridah laa yg tinggi.. Tengok tu naa.. HEHE.. Tapi org2 tua cakap, kalau suami lg rendah dpd sang isteri, Insha Allah murah rezeki..Amin. 

*So, what am I going  to conclude? Well, nikah nih simple. Yang menyukarkan adalah manusia itu sendiri.. Hurm, mudah2an di permudahkan  apa yang sukar itu. Amin3 Ya Allah...

Friday, August 15, 2014


Throwback kawin ex classmate.. Alhamdulillah, sorang lagi kawan kami suda tumpas.. HAHA.. Tahniah Meng & husband.. Lama x berjumpa akhirnya d pertemuan kami di majlis persandingannyaa. Terpisah sejak tingkatan 4. Hampir 8 tahun lamanya.. Semoga persahabatan ini kekal selamanyaa.. Amin..

Tuesday, August 5, 2014


At the bottom of her heart, however, she was waiting for something to happen. Like shipwrecked sailors, she turned despairing eyes upon the solitude of her life, seeking afar off some white sail in the mists of the horizon. She did not know what this chance would be, what wind would bring it her, towards what shore it would drive her, if it would be a shallop or a three-decker, loaded with pain or full of bliss to the windows. But each morning, as she awoke, she hoped it would come that day; she listened to every sound, sprang up with a start, wondered that it did not come..then at sunset, always more saddened, she longed for the morrow.