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I see all thing in this world as natural.. and totally believe we are the one who make it be positive, negative, interestng, boring, enjoyable or anything...

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

♥ MJ ♥

A small gift for "sayang". I did it with so much efforts && love on it. Please take care of it yahh...

Ghazalih + Irmah. Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love. 

Second wife of  "sayang".. Spot the plate number. ST 5193. Shud add M at the back. ST 5193M. But the space wasn't enough.. HIHI

09hb September of 2012.. The day of declaration...

  Here I am.. Missing u. Everyday..

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ.. Did I miss something?? Yeahh, I miss U...

After all this time, it's still you.. 

Friday, November 30, 2012

Counting days

Semester baru akan bermula && guess what?? holidays will be end :( .. Uhuu, I am really not excited at all.. terus terasa lemah satu badan.. sudahlaa kawan-kawan sana semakin bekurangan. Tinggal aku jak sana yg masi ambil diploma. Omel habis sd. Nona pulaa praktikal.. ihhh, cuba la Fakulti Sains ni ada praktikal jg, kan syiok... Mau harap dorang Dayah? Lg laa.. Dorg degree pun suda. Btw, Happy Convo my dear.. Aku?? Baru Part 6..Tua d UiTM.. HAHA.. Oh ya, maybe ada yg bingung kenapa aku && omel xsama habis.. utk pgthuan smua, dulu aku ambil pra sains 1 tahun.. Heee :D

1 bulan cuti.. It's like nothing.. Not even going for a vacation instead of taking care of my younger sister who is sitting for her SPM while mommy wasn't around.. But now, mommy is here.. && the best part of my holiday is about u && me.. Hampir hari-hari pegi dating.. Ambil peluang yg ada laa kan.. If my mom ada sini ruma, sure laa nda d bagi selalu bekeluaran.. HAHA.. Nasib bapa n abang tuh ok juga. Umm, mungkinlaa ok.. Yala, bukannya kecil lagi pun.. 21 suda.. Kalau kawin, mungkin ada 3 anak sd. HAHAHA.. What a nonsense..

Actually, skg aku tengah mengumpulkan kekuatan. I don't want to cry.. I have to be strong. Konon*..Sometimes, I feel like crying while I am sleeping.. Tebawak2 tuh perasaan kali kan.. Sudah rapat2 gini dengan family,  kena berpisah.. Baru jak bersemi cinta d hati, suda kena berjauhan..Mana dengan mijo lg..  Wahai hati, bertahanlaa.. Tinggal 1 semester lg, In Shaa Allah.. 

Ummm, I am counting my days.. My friends as well. The students for sure.. HUHU.. Tolonglaa UiTM, 1 bulan cuti, tidak cukup okeh. Actually, even 1 year pun, it will never enough for those yg bercinta like me. HAHA. Oppsss, b ckp. hanya kami jak yg bercinta d dunia nih. Yg lain tuh berkasih syg jak. HAHA.. He's quite funny sometimes. We've WC-ing tadi.. Nampak dia tetidur.. Jelas d wajahnya betapa penatnya dia. Balik jak dari Tawau, terus pegi kebun.. Proud of having u.. Korbankan masa muda untuk jaga org tua.. Mudah2an, akan selamanya gitu.. Amin3 Ya Allah.. Btw, congrats for u syg.. Suda dapat lesen pun.. Pasni, bole suda pg mana2. xperlu takut or lari suda kalau tengok pak polisi.. Weweee~

He sent me this picture as he done the test.. Congrats syg..

You know what.. Benda pertama yg aku akan buat bila sampai KK nanti is.. merindui kamu.. Uhhhh, nda dapat imagine.. I just don't want to imagine how it will be.. Masanya akan tiba.. So, biar masa jak yg tentukan.. Kalau d ingat2, sure pandai temenangis sendiri.. 

I love u so much my dear <3

Monday, November 12, 2012

Ghazalih + Irmah

Meeting you was not an accident but it was fate & love cause you’re contagious

A meeting between two beings who complete one another, who are made for each other, borders already, in my opinion, on a miracle

When we first met, I behaved silly… I was drifting in air, and still am… I love for you for letting me be me.

I never really knew you, you were just another friend, but when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try so I fell in love with you.

I'm in love with you and all your little things

I don’t want a relationship where people say, ‘They look so cute together.’ I want one where they say, ‘Look, how happy they are together.’”

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Activity on Weekend

It's weekend.. && whatta, I did bake 2 cakes.  One for my uncle, && the special one for my luvly  baby boy..HAHA. 

I had no idea on decorating cake but I guess, they love it. I mean, the taste. Abang did ask me, " kau buat sendiri? Waa, sudala adikku ne cantik, pandai, rajin, hormat org tua, pndai msak,naa, pndai lg buat kek".. HAHA.. Gombal. 

This picture was uploaded by him on facebook.. Hihi, kinda shameful.. Yalaa, the cake isn't that nice pun.. As u can see, it is a rainbow cake.. Yuuuhuuu!! Once again. I failed on decorating cake. But, I don't really care about the appearance, as long as the taste is okay, then, I am happy.. Heee.. 

He ate the cake && he said, it was yummmeehhh.. Uhhh, I hope that was true.. Still remember those days when we went out to buy all the ingredients of the cake.. 

Cashier : Total RM70++
Sayang : Uhh, mahal jg. Kalau gitu, bagus beli kek yg suda siap.. 
Me : ;(

Sayang, it isn't the same. The cake that u buy from the bakery shop made by others, while, the one that I bake, it's made up of heart.. Do look advance on my effort.. It contains lots of love.. Can u see the difference, sayang??It is totally different.. That was specially made for u.. I don't need any other people to help me because I want u to feel the love of mine as u eat the cake.. Enjoy it !! 

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Love + Friendship

I did read her blog. Simple yet meaningful. Thanxx for the Du'a.. Insha Allah Amin..

We've been friends since long ago.. Since grade 2.. That means, we've known each other for about 13 years.. we share laughter and tears together..  There were lots of memories. I mean, a lot.

Even when we went everywhere, people were like, "woww, the 4 of girls always being together.wherever.whenever.and whatever they do". Amazing, right?? That's the spirit btw..  

They are my friends who inspire, who challenge, who send me in search of some truer sense of myself.

When I am with them, I became myself. No recover or even parody. 

But oh! the blessing it is to have a friend to whom one can speak fearlessly on any subject. With whom one's deepest as well as one's most foolish thoughts come out simply and safely.

Death cannot kill what never dies.

Nor can spirits ever be divided, that love and live in the same divine principle.

I'm trying not to confuse sadness with regret. not the easiest thing at times. I don't regret that certain things happened. I understand that perhaps I had a choice in the matter, or perhaps I believe in fate. probably not, but so far actions as small as the quickest glance to events as monumental as death have pushed me slowly along to right here, right now. There was no other way to get here.  Take away a handful of angry words, things once thought of as mistakes or regrets, and i'm suddenly a different person with a different history, a different future. That, I would regret. so here I sit. Thinking about a person I once called my best friends. A girl who might be full of sadness and regret, who might not give a damn, or who might, just might, remember the future and realize that's where its at.

The secret of friendship is to be a good listener && guess what, they did too.. 

I love them so much..

Tuesday, October 30, 2012


We are colorful && wonderful 

We try to be a rainbow in every cloud.

We sustain ourself with the love of family..

Happiness only real when shared 

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.  Because I miss them. Because I need them. Because I love them 

Monday, October 22, 2012

I love you, so why don't you??

One thousand American's stop smoking everyday - by dying.

Personally, if I were trying to discourage people from smoking, my sign would be a little different. In 

fact, I might even go too far in the opposite direction. My sign would say something like, "Smoke if you 

wish". My mouth said so but not my mind.. Sigh *Smoking has extremely negative effects. smoking 

affects not only you but also people around you syg..I love you my dear. Please quit smoking.. I want you 

to stay alive. With me.   Forever 

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Call me maybe? HAHA

Today I am in control because I want to be. I have my fingers on the switch, but have lived a lifetime ignoring the control I have over my own world. Today is different. 

One plus one equals both ♥

He cried. He said, he was afraid of losing me. So am I.. I see a man who is very perky and cheerful from the outside, but apparently his life is also grieving. Well, in this life we ​​never escape the problem. Our life is like a wheel.  Life is a tragedy,so confront it. . Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, ''It might have been". We should only be patient. * reminder to myself

Be encouraged, my dear. Allah loves you even in the midst of your pain. He loves you even when you don't love Him. He loves you when you feel utterly alone. He loves you with an everlasting love. Your suffering can take many things away form you, your health, your happiness, your prosperity, your popularity, your friends, your career, even your family. But there's one thing suffering can't take away: it can't take away the love of Allah. If u feel like there's the end of your life, say it loud, "Astagfirullah'alazim". He is on your way to help u dear. Your tears will worth you. Insha Allah..

When he tried to tell the story of his life, I feel happy. At least, he believed in me. He wants to share all the problem with me. Although I can not fix it, at least, the burden on his heart can be reduced in the slightest. At least he feels supported. Yeah, I'm always beside you. Be a loyal listener. Be someone you can trust on. and someone who will always loving you ..Insha Allah.. For you see, each day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

People said, when you want to choose a man, choose a man who truly loves her mom. That way will show you how he will love you after then. And I have met with " that man". Grateful to the Almighty. He is my man. I've been out with his mother, and I can feel the love of my own mother. when I am with them, I became myself. I was able to adapt to the situation as like we had met long ago. He is my romantic man. He has a lyrical soul. He can handle me and his mother as well as we were like a family.. The real one. Not like in my dream..

I love you without a reason and that is reason enough. Cause I know there is strength in the differences between us and I know there is comfort when we overlap. So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day.We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people in the planet. I mean, what does any one of life really mean? huh.. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things.. All of it, all of the time, everyday. I will notice it. Your life will not go un-noticed bcuz I will be your witness. Insha Allah. One day.. :)

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Promise myself

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity  to every person I meet. To make all my friends feel that there is something in them..To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true. To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature I meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of myself that I have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but great deeds. To live in faith that the whole world is on my side so long as  true to the best that is in me. 

Saturday, October 13, 2012

♛ My Day ♛

 It's my birthday yesterday && I were having so much fun with them.. 

Yeahh, that was me before being surprised.. I'm no beauty queen. I am just me. So, call me, maybe??HAHA..

&& ohmaiigatttt, where was the beautiful young lady just now? HAHA..

Meet my handsome guy : Charles Billy.. One of the most closes friend I have here..Thank u for the idea of surprising me && thank u for the dinner last night.. 

 Here we go with my insane friend. Shafik.."Kawan bergaduh".. HAHA..

 Kelly was the connector. She was the busiest person to handle the day. My prettiest friend of mine in DIS. Bebeh of our class.. Thank u syg.. XoXo :)

Wawa && Mamah. We shared the same birthday.. Happy   Birthday Wawa :)

I had fun with them yesterday. My day was ohsemmm with my ohsemmmss people 

around me. Even though my family wasn't here to celebrate my day, but I am thankful to

 Almighty cause gve me such a wonderful friends. They are my second family... Thank u 

for those who being behind the scene to succeed the small party.. If I could 

have anything for my birthday I'd ask to have all of u in my life for another year, that a 

year from now I may wish the same.. You guys are ohsemmmm... I love you all